I think this may be my first vent here, I made a mistake for evening making twitter account (reason why I create account for art inspiration) because I witnessed the horrendous image and tweet I ever seen about trans people. Add salt to the wound like making meme of a dead trans child who took their own life out, mocking suicide, racism, thinking every trans person like children (we literally don’t). I hate everything about it, I just wanted to make fun of transphobic people for laughs, been on twitter for WAY too long, ended up crying that lady who save fox (Mikayla) took their own life out and twitter user got the audacity to blame every single trans person that they are responsible for the lady’s death because the harasser was trans. (Why tf do they alway focus on the harasser’s gender identity than the actual problem of what they say to Mikayla and what made her resort to that? That’s awful.) Have to tell those dumbass people that I literally cried 3 day STRAIGHT grieving lady’s death and it’s not okay to harass trans people who done nothing wrong because the harasser was trans, I don’t think Mikayla wouldn’t like it you harass and blame trans people because of that one person is trans people. It’s awful they want to use excuses to be transphobic, not only just stupidly transphobic but literally disrespecting her death, that’s definitely not okay. Never knew I would be grieving almost every day for people who took their life because I did attempt doing it multiple times but fail for me. Saw around 1am in the morning that someone who know charlotte and I think she posted the bridge and comment on her tweet that’s the really a pretty view and last comment she’s sorry. I have bad feelings she lose her life after that tweet. Idk if she gone, I pray I hope she lived if not, rest in peace. I want to help them that it’s isn’t worth it. I couldn’t able to sleep properly because of this. I can’t stop grieving of this people who took their life and having bad feelings I’ll likely to end up like them. No, this isn’t my suicide announcement post btw if you’re wondering. I try not to. Fuck my life man. God, why this must happen to these poor people. I feel guilty for not being there for them before they died. I feel like this is my fault. I’m sorry. Rest in peace, I’ll never forget you. May god bless your soul in the afterlife. If you ever think about taking your own life out, please for love of god don’t. It’s not worth it. I’m here if you want to talk to me about stuff, not therapist but I want to help you out. Please. Don’t do it if your thinking about it. Please.